Not ready.

I wasn't ready to say goodbye permanently, but you never asked. What about what I was feeling? Why wasn't that worth considering? 11 years of friendship traded off for a lie and not even a phone call? Why were you in such a hurry that you couldn't spare 2 honest minutes? I would've never blame you for wanting to, I just never wanted to be so blindsided. It wasn't nice. It hurts.